I sit here amazed at what this last year has brought me. It was an incredibly difficult year that should have been completely overwhelming. The events of the year include the loss of my father, the incredibly disappointing actions of my brothers, a vacant home 2,700 miles away that sat unsold and unrented for far too many months, a troubled child, and the loss of a significant relationship. As I gaze at the written words, it’s a bit hard to take it all in. Each and every one of those situations could have been a showstopper, but they were not. I guess we truly do not realize how strong we are, or how strong we can be, until we are put to the test.
The events of this year have also brought me to this place, a place where I am willing to share my stories and my experiences. I have to wonder why now, and why me, but I continue to believe I am exactly where I am supposed to be at precisely the right time. I can’t shake the feeling that my stories need to be told. So that is what I’ll do. I’ll tell my stories with the hope they bring encouragement and perhaps peace to those who read them.
Oh sure, I’ve had my moments where I was pretty upset, but they were unusually short-lived as I reminded myself God is in control. I’ve definitely been challenged in the trusting God department. But even though the heartaches of this year I feel joy and contentment.
I am blessed, and I am happy. It is said, “life goes on.”
“And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope.” Romans 5:3-4
Wishing you joy and peace,
Lorrie